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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 17:24:42 GMT 8
[sigh]
..To you, Sheena..
[hide own face with own hand]
..Aren't you going with Zelos or someone else, now?
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 17:26:08 GMT 8
Yes, I'm going with Zelos.
Why?
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 17:32:54 GMT 8
..No.. Never mind then..
[still hiding own face with own hand]
{{he is really not in the mood, Sheena.. Maybe because his rp-er here is kinda angst mode now.. Sorry.. But maybe you can cheer him up? Or maybe not?}}
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 17:36:28 GMT 8
Luke....?
Stop trying to hide from me.
[pulls hand away...tears?]
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 17:39:52 GMT 8
{{agh? Tears XP?!}}
w..Wha..?!
[widen own eyes when Sheena already saw his tears]
d..Damn it!!
..What, Sheena?! Y-you want to laugh at me now?!
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 17:42:46 GMT 8
{{  }} Why would I laugh, Luke? I'm your friend. You're upset, and I just want to help you. What is it with red-heads and their tempers?What's wrong? |
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 17:49:01 GMT 8
[look away]
..I'm fine..
[wipe own tears]
..I don't want anybody to worry about me again! It's enough..
[sigh]
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 17:57:12 GMT 8
[puts a hand on his shoulder in a friendly way]
You know, Luke, friends worry about each other. It's only natural.
It's also natural to feel all alone in the world, even though everyone's around you.
I don't know why, but I guess it's all part of being human.
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 17:59:56 GMT 8
[feel Sheena's soft hand]
..Being.. Human.. But i'm.. Not really a hu-
[paused]
....
[look down]
..Is feeling lonely a good thing, Sheena..?
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 18:07:59 GMT 8
Not really a what? huh?
Feeling lonely being a good thing?
Well, at the time you're feeling that way, it's the worst feeling in the world. You feel apart from everyone and that no one cares about you.
Then, all it can take is one little thing to bring you out of that. And it can be anything--a person saying "hi." Or a dog coming up to you and licking your face. Or even the rain coming down on you.
They can remind you that you're still a part of the world, and that you belong there.
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 18:13:52 GMT 8
..Am I really belong here..? ..Damn it, this feeling come again!
[shakes head]
..Then it's not a good thing? ..It always feels hurt deep inside me when i feel lonely..
[sigh]
..Why do I keep feeling like this..? Is it because this is the real me..?
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 18:16:51 GMT 8
That's the problem with feeling lonely, Luke. It does hurt that much.
There's all sorts of pain, Luke--physical and emotional--but it all hurts.
And when friends see that pain, they want to help you. So, don't refuse their help, Luke.
It's only because we care.
[pats his shoulder]
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 18:23:19 GMT 8
..But.. It hurts more when I know if someone worry about me..
..I just.. Want to see everyone happy.. Even tough i have to be like this..
[smirk crazily and look at the sky]
..They don't need to worry about me at all.. They have to worry about themself.. Searching for happiness that they need.. Without me..
..Look at them all here at ALA.. They are happy, without me.. So why should they care about me anyway..?
[laugh crazily]
{{damn! Angsty me/Luke came out! Can you fight it XP?}}
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Post by Sheena Wilder on Mar 7, 2010 18:28:45 GMT 8
[grabs his shoulders and makes him look at her]
Stop it!
You want everyone to be happy?
Do you honestly think that your friends would be happy if you were gone?
Do you think the people you've fought with would be happy? You protected them so they could live just as they did for you.
And you want to repay them by doing this?
Yes, it hurts when people worry about you, because you think you don't deserve it and they're wasting their time. But, they wouldn't worry if they didn't think you did deserve it.
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Post by Luke Fon Fabre on Mar 7, 2010 18:36:09 GMT 8
..Sheena..
[look at Sheena with wide eyes]
..So.. Am I.. wrong..?
[own body shivered]
..I.. I just.. I just think that I'm not deserved for it.. I.. I'm.. Afterall I'm not.. A..A..
A.....................real human..
[shiver even more, tears come out again]
No! Not infront of her! Damn it!!
[quick to wipe his tears]
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