Sheena's Diary

[Sheena Wilder]

Well, this is due soon, and I've really never done anything like this before, but here goes:

Saturday February 27th:

The past few days have been up and down for me emotionally concerning Zelos.

When I first arrived, he was man-handling a female student, and of course, Sheena to the rescue!

He was so surprised to see me, but then he went right back to the old Zelos, that I slapped him.

Not to mention that teacher, Mr. Curtiss...it took me a while to figure him out, but he seems to like it when people talk back to him. It seems to impress him, for some reason.

Well, anyway, Zelos sparred with Flynn--and they're friends now....and I had trouble watching it, so I left--meaning to check in on him later.

Which I did.

And instead of listening to me--he's focused on spying on a couple! That hurt. And I left, crying.

I just wanted to be alone--which is actually very hard to do around here.

First, Mr. Raven sees me in the Garden. But, like I said--I wanted to be alone. Just then, Anise came in, and I told him to help her, and left.

I went to the Green House. I just wanted to be around some flowers. I like flowers. They seem to calm me down. Anyway, I no sooner had gotten there when Zelos showed up--dragging Flynn.

Flynn left, and Zelos and I had a talk. I finally realized that he was right, that I did love him, and had been fighting it all along.

He's funny, he's smart, and he's actually a good person. And he has the greatest blue eyes I have ever seen!

Well, we're officially a couple now, and I feel better.

Maybe I should thank Anise for showing up when she did. If she hadn't, I wouldn't have been in the Green House at that time.

Continued:

It's a few hours later, and I'm starting to get nervous. I missed the first day's classes, and I hear Mr Pantarei is really tough. I hope I don't screw up.

As I write this, Zelos is softly snoring in the background--it's nice.

I wonder what the "Great Zelos" would say if he knew I wrote that?

Probably something about how it adds to his masculine charm....

Stupid Chosen.

[Sheena Wilder]

Sunday, February 28th:

I hope I make this a short one. I burned my hand today and I am in horrible pain. I should have let Mr. Curtiss look at it, instead of being the brave Sheena.

I always do that.

I burned my hand while I was making curry for Zelos and me to eat. I was talking to Mr. Curtiss about class, when I turned and hit the hot burner--I never felt so much pain in my life. I refused Mr. Curtiss' help and used the first aid kit. He told me that Zelos was a lucky guy.

I think I know what he was referring to, but I'm not sure....

Also, Estelle is missing! We've looked for her all over the school, and I waited for her in the cafeteria--just in case. Senel's blaming himself, and I don't know why. He won't say. Maybe if I had made her go with me and show me what she did--none of this would have happened.

Now, it's my turn for the blame game......

This is really starting to hurt, so I'm going to stop now.

[Sheena Wilder]

Monday, March 1st:

Estelle is still missing, and on a search in the forest for her, I fell down a hole.

What is it with me and holes? Seriously. I'm like a magnet for those things.

I couldn't get out of the thing because my hand still hurt from yesterday, and I hurt my ankle.

But, who came to save me?

Zelos.

He joked with me a little bit, and if I wasn't so sore, I probably would have joked more with him.

But, when he pulled me out, I noticed just how badly I had re-hurt my hand. I didn't tell Zelos just how bad my hand was--I didn't want him to worry. He has enough on his mind.

Unfortunately, I won't be able to help search for Estelle for a while.

I'm going to go to sleep now.

[Sheena Wilder]

Wednesday, March 3rd:

I finally got my new laptop, which makes writing this a lot easier. It took me a while to set it up, but I'm enjoying it.

Let's see. Estelle is still missing, and so is Rita.

I had no idea Rita had been taken since I was sleeping the entire time.

Rumor has it Zagi the crazy janitor took them in order to anger Flynn and Yuri. What kind of person does that?

And, will he just be satisfied with that?

[Sheena Wilder]

Thursday March 4:

I got to see Zagi face-to-face. I was training in the dojo because of the trouble he's causing, and he comes in.

To work.

He was mopping the floor.

He is crazy.

Senel came in just as Zagi left to tell me that students aren't supposed to travel alone and to try to stay in groups. Mr. Curtiss forgot to tell me that.

I can't really blame him--he got hurt yesterday in the forest.

What is it with that place?

[Sheena Wilder]

March 11:

I know it's been a while, but so much has happened.

First, Rita came back, but Estelle is still missing. Rita said it was actually Estelle who kidnapped her and destroyed the room. Rita said she looked like she was drugged or something. Flynn is still worried.

Rita is related to Duke? I'm still shocked by that. Thank god she doesn't take after him.

......

Zelos had a hallucination the other day.....

Flynn had asked me if Zelos was okay because Zelos was asking a weird question about dying. I found Zelos in the lounge sleeping, but when I woke him up, he held his sword to my throat. I had to throw a seal at him to wake him up.

He looked so lost and confused before running out. I caught up to him in the Garden, where he began remembering his mother and father. He thought I was his mother and Flynn as his father. He couldn't hear us and tried to hurt Flynn....If I hadn't taken his sword, he'd have used that.

Flynn was able to stop him, and we took him back to the room.

Zelos told me later about what happened with his mother....I knew it had happened, but I didn't know the details....

Poor Zelos....

He's starting to realize that he needs to share his pain with me in order to heal.

[Sheena Wilder]

Friday, March 12:

No one wants to spar with me.

Is it because they're afraid Zelos would do something? Iria seems to think so, but Zelos knows I have to spar in order to keep my skills. he won't mind who I spar against.

Iria, though, came up with a solution....

Fight against another girl.

She suggested Anise, and if I can see Anise sometime, I'll ask her to spar with me. I really want to see that doll of hers in action.

......

Luke found a chicken for a pet. It's kind of cute, actually. Luke says it can fly--which makes me wonder.....Chickens don't fly.

[Sheena Wilder]

March 18:

I know, it's been a while, but being blind can have certain side effects....

From the beginning:

Estelle came back, but she was surrounded by some kind of barrier--and no one could do anything. Sir Duke thinks only Yuri can do it--but where is he? Anyway, Estelle sent out this bright light and disappeared....Well, I guess she disappeared--I couldn't see thanks to the light.

Since I didn't protect my eyes, I had what Mr. Curtiss calls flash burn. I guess it's a kind of burn to the inside of the eye. He wrapped my eyes to keep light out so my eyes could heal--we weren't sure if they would.

Zelos was so angry, and I didn't know about what...He kept blaming himself for what happened--but I didn't. He told me later that he got into a fight with Flynn, and I guess something occurred to him because he asked me if he was a overprotective of me.

We both are of each other.

Then he said he was sorry for NOT being able to protect me, and I told him he had done nothing wrong, which he hadn't.

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Well, the next day, Mr. Curtiss examined my eyes--and I could see. Earlier that morning, I realized just how scared I was that I wouldn't be able to see again, so to be able to made me realize how lucky I am.

Well, that feeling was short-lived when Sir Duke blasted four of us into the Garden to help Luke clean up someone else's mess. Not fair, Sir Duke.

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The next day, Zelos asked Mr. Curtiss to check on me because he was worried that being thrown and landing like that hurt me.

I was more sore from re-planting flowers.

Afterwards, Zelos and I had a talk on the clock tower.

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Today, I finally did my spar--but not with Senel. With Luke.

He has some amazing abilities that one. He needs to stop putting himself down and accept it.

I barely won...actually, I'd say we both won. He held up against a ninja/summoner and I held up against someone who uses fonons.....